some nights, i'm not sure

can a girl vent for a second?

i'm restless. 

i don't have a (real) job right now. i'm applying and waiting and repeating the process over and over. i long to be one of these awesome women whose blogs i read every single day. i want to do something super cool and important. but how do i do that when i'm broke?

heck if i know.

maybe i need to reevaluate myself. or my life. or both. 

i think i need to make more time to create things. i need more projects and less boredom. 

the only consistent thing is kyle, and i know that will be true forever. when i'm poor, when i'm sad, when i'm impossible — he's there.

here's to something new.

love.

krq.